Wish we grew up on the same advice,
Wish I was there when u still had a heart,
Wish I was in time,
Wish I was there and our time was right.
Make that bed with him,
Ignore my scent on you,
You made me lose my self control,
Ignore the marks I made.
You made me turn to absurdity,
I looked for darkness,
I tested extremity,
I buzzed through rejection.
I’d still share some with you,
I’ll always share some with you.
We could watch the stars now,
We could be closer than ever,
Look at all those people dance,
Leave it all to chance.
I’ll watch you marry him,
I’ll sing for you,
Someone else will have your babies,
But I’ll have those memories.
And in those memories,
We danced,
You looked at me,
You smiled,
Bodies tangled,
Hearts mangled.